Well everyone says change is good.  I've changed my blog.  Plain but I like it.  I'm working alot of hours this week.  It's like 50 hours in the next 4 days so that's what?, like 13 hours a day?  You do the math.  I'll be run down but I've got to make ends meet.  For some reason the two haven't met eachother in awhile...LOL 

I've been writing again.  Poems and what not.  I'm not ready to put them up here cause I don't think they are good plus they aren't finished.  I've just got so much stuff cramped in my head that I needed to get some of it out.  Not only do I have my own problems, now my niece is pushing to come live with us even harder now.  Her boyfriend is in jail now so I guess there isn't anything for her there.  I understand she wants to go to school here and I don't blame her.  I love the high school system.  And I do think it will be easier on her to be in this school.  BUT...ok, I'm just going to say it, she is an attention getter.  Yes she is sick, yes she has some problems.  But she manipulates everything to her advantage.  I'm just not ready for that right now.  She said she's already packing boxes and wants to bring her bed too.  And then Karen drops this in my lap...they want to take Cassie to Florida with them in August.  But here's the catch, I have to come up with $500!  I said straight out that she couldn't go because of it and Karen said well it's now til August, I'm sure you can do it by then.  Like she wouldn't let me out of it.  Damn I want her to go but I don't know if I will have that or if I will be able to save enough by then.  Why do people put me in these situations?  I just want to kick her sometimes.

Alright enough bitching.  On to something good.  My cousin and his girlfriend are having a baby.  I'm excited, it's my aunt's first grandchild too!  I can't wait to start getting little things for them.  This proves that in all the crap we go through that there is something still good out there.  Something to look forward to.   My aunt is going to Alabama tomorrow for a much needed vacation.  She deserves it so much.