It seems like I never get out of the work chair anymore.  I'm working day and night now.  Geez!  Hopefully it pays off because I'm beat and the eyes are starting to get puffy all the time now.  Tomorrow morning at 8 I have an appointment with Greg's teacher at school.  Oh boy, I'm the one in trouble now.  I can't keep up with his homework and my work too.  So it's crack down time.  We have to see what the teachers are going to say.  He was doing good last semester but this one he is laggin behind.  So I have to start to get stricter on him.  Easier said then done.  When I have to work it's hard to keep up with him.  I have to constantly keep on him about not forgetting his work.  Which, by the way, is a impossible feat.  He would forget his head if it wasn't attached.  Now I don't mind the meeting in the morning but I have to work tonight til 6:30 in the morning so I guess I'm not getting any sleep before I go to the meeting.  Wow that is going to be a great impression on these teachers.  I'm going to look horrid!  I'm really thinking of taking off at 3am and trying to get atleast 4 hours sleep.  I mean I have to attempt to get rid of these dark circles which seem to be a permenant part of my eyes now. 

Payday is tomorrow....WOOO HOOO.  Gotta to do the happy dance!  It was a looong two weeks let me tell you.  I have to do some serious food shopping.  Tonight it was left overs again.  I am not getting a ham or a turkey this week...I've had enough of them...LOL  Pork lion is on sale...mmmmm....pork.  And I know there is roast on sale too....mmmm red meat...LOL  I'm making myself hungry now...gotta make a PB&J sandwich.

Well everyone says change is good.  I've changed my blog.  Plain but I like it.  I'm working alot of hours this week.  It's like 50 hours in the next 4 days so that's what?, like 13 hours a day?  You do the math.  I'll be run down but I've got to make ends meet.  For some reason the two haven't met eachother in awhile...LOL 

I've been writing again.  Poems and what not.  I'm not ready to put them up here cause I don't think they are good plus they aren't finished.  I've just got so much stuff cramped in my head that I needed to get some of it out.  Not only do I have my own problems, now my niece is pushing to come live with us even harder now.  Her boyfriend is in jail now so I guess there isn't anything for her there.  I understand she wants to go to school here and I don't blame her.  I love the high school system.  And I do think it will be easier on her to be in this school.  BUT...ok, I'm just going to say it, she is an attention getter.  Yes she is sick, yes she has some problems.  But she manipulates everything to her advantage.  I'm just not ready for that right now.  She said she's already packing boxes and wants to bring her bed too.  And then Karen drops this in my lap...they want to take Cassie to Florida with them in August.  But here's the catch, I have to come up with $500!  I said straight out that she couldn't go because of it and Karen said well it's now til August, I'm sure you can do it by then.  Like she wouldn't let me out of it.  Damn I want her to go but I don't know if I will have that or if I will be able to save enough by then.  Why do people put me in these situations?  I just want to kick her sometimes.

Alright enough bitching.  On to something good.  My cousin and his girlfriend are having a baby.  I'm excited, it's my aunt's first grandchild too!  I can't wait to start getting little things for them.  This proves that in all the crap we go through that there is something still good out there.  Something to look forward to.   My aunt is going to Alabama tomorrow for a much needed vacation.  She deserves it so much. 

Wait there is nothing but clouds out here.  Blah what a yucky beginning of the year.  Anyway, working midnights this week....it sucks but someone has to do it right?  I'll tell you what, I just got a call from a woman.  Alright so I'm the order line, yes the ORDER line.  Not customer service.  She wants me to look up and see if she owes anything on a certain item.  Well I politely tell her I can not look anything up on her account that customer service does that.  She then says can you look up to see my orders.  I said only if you have an order number because this is the order line.  Do you know what the snot said to me?  Well I think you can look it up.  So I said No miss I said I could not look up account info or orders without an order number because this is the order line not customer service.  So she continues with Not even with a phone number.  No I can't.  Then the bitch continues to bitch at me.  What do you do then?  I told you I am the order line.  Do you want to order something?  Then she hung up!  Such a snob!  I hate work sometimes.  Well I have to go and eat. 

Hey other than that woman, I had a terrific few days.   *smiles*

Wow, blog drive made their entries different.  We can now post smilies and audio and stuff like that.    Ok, a little lame.  But anyway! 
Today is such a shitty day.  My aunt Maggie is already starting shit for when Mom come up for Christmas.  *rolls eyes*  She really is nutty.  I'm just down I think.  Holidays and all...no I'm not a scrooge but I would like one holiday to go by and not have to be broke when it is here.  It's a real shitty feeling.  So anyway, I talked to my sister today to see what she is making for Christmas.  We always go to her house the day after Christmas and have a huge dinner.  Well wouldn't you know it, she said she wasn't making alot cause she thought I was!  Well yes, I was going to bring roast pork and stuffed shells.  But that won't feed all the people coming.  So I had to convince her to buy a turkey or something.  I'm making this stuffing too, it has sausage and pears in it.  It sounds gross but it's good and you can pick the cooked pears out.  Plus I have to make potato salad cause she can't.  She always mashing the potatoes up when she makes it.  I don't mind, I like to cook but I do want to bring some of my stuff home too.  And I don't want to be the only one cooking for the dinner.  She always cooks alot.  And don't get me started on her so called complaint of being broke.  If they were that broke she wouldn't have gone to two football games in a row and going to the New Years Day game too.  Eagles tickets aren't cheap.  Blaaaaaah.
Oh a lighter note, I love Chuzzle.  It's such a great game.  It is soooo addicting!!!  I just got Kim addicted to it too.  She loves me.....bwaaahaaaaa
Ok, I'm going to go be miserable somewhere else now.  Probably play some nintendo.  Animal Crossings.  Yup, another addiction.  Well hey atleast it's not drugs....LOL  I have to see what's in my store today and buy some turnips....hee hee  Taa Taa

I just watched Anger Managment!  Just to explain the pretty thing....hee hee
Anyway, yea.  Well I worked most of the day.  And I made a whole lot of stationery stuff!  I'm telling you I should sell this muse cause I would get rich!  I uploaded everything into my Tag Album so take a peek.
Today was a bummer.  I haven't talked to Manda in ages.  I think she got lost....*looks under the bed*  Can't find her.  Other than that my life is just well there.  LOL  The weather sucks.  Ok, yup it's warm in November...the end of November but it's rainy or atleast it looks like it wants to rain but it's not and then POW it does.  Yucky like poo.  I've so sleepy that I think I'm going to shower and then go to bed. 

*Yaaaawn*

I added a sub album to my tag album.  It has my stationery images in it so you can see them.  Even if you don't have Incredimail.  Just wanted to share.
Later~